So... I had an anxiety attack earlier. Combine this with my most recent journal entry, and I'm sure some of you will be tremendously worried about me. I would like to assure you that I'm fine. As for that journal, I just had the thought of: "What if I hadn't woken up this morning?"

As for today, well...

This was the first time in almost eight months that I've had an attack. The worst part was that it was in front of my Mum and my Gram (thankfully none of the kids were with us). Neither knew what to do, and tried to help. And this was the result of that.

It seems that writing is my saving grace after all.

Please don't worry about me, guys. I'm okay. I promise.

I'm just... Not quite as good at concealing my struggles as I used to be.





Anyway, love you and thanks for sticking with me through the roller coaster that has been the past year.